2022.01.17 14:31 kalelkay Genesect raid 5073 3569 3509
2022.01.17 14:31 crytoloover ISSUES WITH COINBASE | POWR | GYEN | CRYPTO REGULATION
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2022.01.17 14:31 UWneptune308 This is Finn. He just jumped up and turned on the stove which had a pizza box on top and almost set the entire house on fire. Fire department came and sprayed the walls down.
2022.01.17 14:31 TurdyPound Was watching an old movie and the little girl reminded me of Karl so much
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2022.01.17 14:31 noahthehotdog10 My brother not knowing how to hold a cat
2022.01.17 14:31 Vleerhond Man in the Box, me, pen & ink and acrylic on paper, 2022
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2022.01.17 14:31 Pineapple_Mom I don't know what to do, I feel like a failure.
What my addiction feels like to me is like when we were kids and had those contests of who can hold their breath the longest underwater. And you are there using the ladder to hold yourself underwater and trying to hold on the longest. You can feel it everywhere in your body that you need to come out to get some air but you are trying so hard to keep holding on so you can win.
To win means to not breathe. It means to live with this constant itch inside everytime you watch someone else come out for air. It means to feel the air on your fingers and longing for this feeling of freedom to be able to come out and just breathe freely even if it's just for a second.
April 2018 is the last time I had direct access to weed. I stoped smoking half a year before then but I honestly barely remember anything from back then because it made me forget almost everything. My partner back then kept tricking me into doing it when I told him I wanted to stop because I didn't complain and was always smiling when I was high. We smoked all day everyday for 2 to 3 years. Back then I couldn't eat nor sleep without getting high. The withdrawals were so painful physically and psycologically. I had to stop because it got to a point where it made me so sick that I couldn't eat or sleep both high and sober. I remember pacing back and forth in my kitchen for 8 hours at a time. My body aching from all the stress and anxiety and exhaustion. I would go to cook food and I would forget that I am cooking. It was so recklace and dangerous. I had a child. I did all this as a mom. All the neglect of my poor baby.
Aroping was the best thing that ever happened to me. I was finally able to leave my abusive partner and I got back on my feet. I finally went to get college degree and now I am in university. My life is so great, I live comfortably and I have goals, I am finally starting to appreciate and love myself, and my kid and I have an amazing relationship and she is so healthy and happy now. I don't understand why I still crave it. How can I want this when it was such an awful part of my life. I feel so awful eveytime. I don't want to put my child through that ever again. I don't want to put myself through that again.
I don't know who put these toughts in the heads of people around me but everyone is denying that you can get an addiction or withdrawal from weed. It's not even just people irl, it's people I play games with all around the world that believe this. They don't even want to acknowledge that excessive use can cauz memory issues. Everytime I get asked why I don't take weed, they try to educate me on it like I am clueless or something. I can tell that they don't belive my experience. They won't even acknowledge it. They just go quiet and change subject.
I'm supposed to go a trip soon. The first adult trip of my life. I am getting my first passport ever. This is an incredible milestone in my life to have the freedom and ressources to do this. I am visiting a friend who does weed. I explained to him my story and I think he understands. I think he believes me. He is going to be mindful of my situation and not do it around me. I trust him. I don't trust myself. Where we are going has easy access to weed and people do it casually in the streets and everything. He said we could do it together if I wanted. I'm so scared that in the moment I won't have the restrain that I have now. I am not even around it right now and I've been craving so bad all month out of nowhere.
To go back to my analogy, this is going to be like holding my breath underwater without the ladder to push myself under. It's gonna be me in the middle of the pool suffocating with my friend just ready to pick me up and pull me out the second I am ready to give up. Because he sees weed like breatable air that is perfectly normal and healthy to want.
I tought it would be a good idea to ask him to not give it to me if I asked. Even if I was pushy about it. I tought that it was smart to rely on my friend to help me with my addiction..iunno it felt like it was the right thing to do. I told him all my struggles with it too so he could truly understandhow hard it is. But yesterday I was talking to a common friend of ours who doesn't know my situation. I told him I was addicted and was scared of the withdrawals. He doesn't believe weed withdrawal is real. Altought he acknowledged my experience afterwards. He said that if he was in the shoes of the person that I am visiting that he would not say no if I asked for it because I am a fully grown adult and it is my responsibility to say no and stick to it. I feel so ashamed and embarrassed. I feel ridiculous for asking my friend to say no, I am not a teenager anymore. It made me realize that I am alone in this. I realized that I am not sober because of a strong will or inner strenght; I just didn't have the time, the resources, nor the access to weed, and I feel that this is the only reason why I have been sober so long.
I don't know what to do. I want to go on the trip and this is so important for me. But I don't trust myself and I don't feel like I can rely on my friend anymore. I feel so bad for asking or suggesting that he could help me. It is not his responsibility to care for me.
I don't even know where to start. How can I truly get rid of my addiction? What can I do to help with withdrawal if I do end up doing it? Should I be joinng an addiction group? Can I even join a group if I don't suffer everyday because of it and after being sober so long? Can you casually do something that you used to be addicted to, or am I never gonna be able to do weed again?
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2022.01.17 14:31 puzzlehead-72719 What’s something that your other half/family member does that REALLY annoys you?
I’ll go first.
One family member packs the dishwasher to it’s absolute limit and puts it on an eco wash, leading to half the stuff needing to go through again, which is the exact opposite of ‘eco friendly’.
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2022.01.17 14:31 abhorrentblackneck プリンツでアナルモーション
2022.01.17 14:31 dtheisen6 Haven’t heard the Cavs mentioned as a potential trade partner
Cavs are ahead of schedule in their rebuild and seem like an interesting Grant destination. Does Grant+CoJo for Okoro, Rubio (contract filler since he is now injured) and a 1st (2022 or 2023) interest anyone?
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2022.01.17 14:31 aliimran02 so we still staying in person?
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2022.01.17 14:31 Nigrum_and_seraphin Kono haruo Tier list
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2022.01.17 14:31 OpossumJesusHasRisen Just a heads up...
The On the Border location in Denton is forcing staff who had covid to come back to work before they get the results of their covid tests once they don't have a cough or fever for 72 hrs. But hey, at least they are having them wear masks until their test comes back, right?
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2022.01.17 14:31 tommyniz869 Was on the claim perks section on Xbox Store and saw a very familiar looking RIG helmet as a weapon charm for Apex Legends…guess that means marketing is starting to begin for the Remake later this year?
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2022.01.17 14:31 Sinzar_ Early Tips for Dullahan Trial
Working our way through the twelve type takedown trials, third and next up will be the undead Dullahan. This trial came out with Kain and Edge in the JP server, so it's probably about a month away from Global. Posting the tips early in case the trial comes ahead of schedule.
Details Wiki page: https://exvius.fandom.com/wiki/Twelve_Types_Takedown:_Dullahan
Easy Mode Reward: Undead Killer (Materia: +50% P damage vs Undead) Also from Easy Mode: Recipe to craft infinite Undead Killer+ (Materia: +75% P/M damage vs Undead)
|Missions (Hard Mode)||Reward|
|Complete the quest||Undead Killer+ (Materia: +75% P/M damage vs Undead)|
|Clear in 10 turns or less||Machine Eater Sense+ (Materia: +40% ATK/MAG, +75% Physical/Magical damage vs Machine)|
|Party of 5 or less||STMR Ticket x5|
|No Deaths||Rare Summon Ticket x1|
|Breaks:||--||Can Break||Can Break||Can Break||Can Break|
|-115%||185%||185% (-115% effectively)||185%||185%||185%||185%||185%||0%|
2022.01.17 14:31 Environmental_Ad_98 Sussy Planet
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2022.01.17 14:31 VancomycinMRSA Can we become physician assistant after ECFMG as a visa requiring imgs?
2022.01.17 14:31 troydroid29 Me irl
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2022.01.17 14:31 wla8 I need a ukrainain
Good evening ladies and gentlemen
I would like to speak to a real ukrainian regarding a job i am offering as a personal assistant.
It will be more like a chat where i will be asking questions.
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2022.01.17 14:31 pinktearstains is it immoral to consider selling pictures..?
I am stuck in a really bad domestic abuse situation. I want to leave, but i don’t have money. Im barely in college and i tried looking at these online job offering platforms for a few months and i couldn’t find anything I cannot go outside physically and seek jobs 1. Covid is raging where i am 2. My parents don’t allow it because they say my siblings and i don’t need jobs
I used to run away to my grandma’s when i was a kid and she would keep me safe but she’s not here anymore and i don’t know what to do I have a sticker shop but no marketing skills and each day things are getting worse
I have been thinking of selling feet pics because i saw this video of someone on YouTube about how they made money off it but my guy friend told me only women that have no value do stuff like that and no one would want to date you ever if you did That really scared me What is your opinion on it?
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2022.01.17 14:31 Quivering_Star [Symphonia DotNW] All of my monsters so far have ancient, mystical or outlandish sounding names... and then this guy comes in.
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2022.01.17 14:31 Hayabusa-Senpai Securing RDG
I'm going to be configuring RDG for our vendor so that we disable having the IP Camera's publicly facing. They don't want to use a VPN client on the machines as they have a lot of techs and to manage is a pain so I came to a middle ground.
Just want to know if this is a good setup
2022.01.17 14:31 captain_partypooper No matter how big your mansion is, you can still only sit your ass in one seat at a time
2022.01.17 14:31 ilikeoreosandtea I wish
2022.01.17 14:31 Hyosshi What are your top 5 MCU death scenes?